Pandemic Freak!

Hi guys! Welcome to my blog! *mainstream greeting* Hahahaha.. Okay! Now, I would like to introduce you to a new game. I knew this game when I accidentally came to see one of my friend who was busy playing an android game. This strategy game has an objective to infect or kill all the humans in the world by infecting virus or bacteria. Wow, what a nightmare! Although it is included into one of the most insane game in the world *based on my ranking* :P But I find it so interesting and challenging ._. I'm not psycho but.. I love and enjoy thriller movies rather than horror movies. Maybe because of this influence, I am developing into an insane as well 3:-) *kidding*

It seems easy to do, but you have to consider about many things, such as : location and characteristic of the first virus or bacteria's first area, by what way it is distributed, what symptom and disease would you like to choose, and etc. The key for completing this game perfectly is about its distribution. You have to make sure that there is at least one victim of each country around the world. Also, if the virus/bacteria symptom is too noticeable, people will make the vaccine through hospitals in the world immediately. One thing you should take note is that ports and planes can carry your virus/bacteria. And if one country that is not infected yet aware of its existence they will possibly close their ports or planes. At last, you will find this game interesting in the end, the same as mine :D

Now, you are curious enough to find out what game is it, am I right? :)) The game name is Epidemic. If you are the android users you can search and download it. But, if you are NOT, this is also your lucky day, wkwkwk.. I mean, you can play it online at http://www.crazymonkeygames.com/Pandemic-2.html . Just try it and you will be another Pandemic Freaks :P Thanks to Aditya who introduced Epidemic by Sena's phone. Also thank you Melvin for introducing Pandemic to me, because I am not an android user. For you guys, have fun! 3:-)

Revival in me!

Sorry guys for my last update. I read it again before wanna posting this post and it was all funny after all. I want to tell you that it was my .. , let's say, my stupid period. You guys must be questioning this, "Why this guys has drastically changed? Maybe because he's still 17 then it is natural for that age to be labile?"

Hmm.. Then all your predictions are wrong! :P My last post is the effect of my main problem. Let's say it was like a domino effect. So, what is the main problem then?

I would like to tell you that my main problem is *jeng jeng jeng jeng* I DID NOT READ MY BIBLE SINCE 17 OCTOBER 2012. Sounds funny eh? Hahahaha.. But, reading bible is influential for me and my life. Why? Because by reading a bible, you will have a bond with God and it will getting stronger if you do it everyday. Also, bible will teach you about how to relate with someone, or with troubles, worry, and all things about life are included there. Even, my spiritual teacher said, if you want to be rich, or be blessed, READ YOUR BIBLE!

Then, how come I couldn't read my bible at that time? Because there were LOTS OF TASKS given in that week. BUT BUT BUT, I don't want to make it as an argument, because the important thing is, I DID NOT SPEND A LITTLE OF MY 24 HOURS TO READ. Moreover, reading bible is only less than an hour and I didn't realize this because I kept busy on the hectic circle without considering it.

Since then, my life seemed so lonely, empty, and I was looking something that I THINK it will satisfy myself like playing games, cycling, chatting with friends. The result was zero, I could not find myself in the full condition. I felt there were something missing in my life and I was wondering why. Then, I wrote something stupid in my last post and keep questioning myself why it was happened to me.

Finally, God spoke through the Holy Spirit inside me to read my bible again. And His words has awakened me. I was remembered by the days when I didn't read my bible and tadaaa.. My life was empty. I felt so sorry to my Holy Spirit for ignoring bibles for about 2 weeks. And I'm really grateful for the answer from God himself.

And now, I want to commit myself again, to read my bible everyday. HOW ABOUT YOU? Let us read our bible again and be the light for this world. I believe you will be blessed if you read and do God's will in every steps of your life. That's all from me and today is the day of my REVIVAL. Jesus Christ bless you! :)

All Alone

Hmm.. Pada suatu titik dalam hidup, ku merasakan kesendirian yang teramat mendalam. 

Mungkin terasa lebay buat kalian, tapi somehow ini terjadi dalam hidup gue. Gue merasakan rasanya gak ada temen yang peduli sama gue. Rasanya ada sesuatu yang kosong di dalam hati gue. Walaupun gue makhluk yang senang bersosialisasi, tapi semuanya itu terasa seperti 'sampah' buat gue. Sapaan orang, candaan orang, semuanya terasa seperti cabe, dampaknya cuma saat itu doang. Apa ada yang salah sama diri gue? Apa gue termasuk orang yang gila kepedulian?

Seringkali, gue sirik sama orang lain yang ulang tahunnya di datengin ke rumah, dijailin, dll. Man! I don't have that kind of experience. Apa semua orang pikir gue orang yang kuat? Ataukah karena gue yang kurang care, maka semua itu jadi boomerang? I'm also an human, I love attention.

Seringkali juga, gue jadi orang yang Lost in the Crowd. Kebanyakan orang liat gue ceria dan banyak temen, tapi kenyataannya, yaa gue sendiri.

Apakah ini semua hanya perasaan belaka yang gue kasih makan? Atau apakah ini keegoisan gue? Apa gue juga harus seperti robot pemberi perhatian tanpa diperhatikan? Ataukah ini sindrom ingin punya popularitas yang tinggi, yang bisa diperhatikan semua orang? Ah, ya Tuhan, yang gue bisa lakukan cuma berdoa dan fokus pada tujuan masuk ITB, sebagai pelarian dari rasa sendiriku ini.